Incognito shall all be, hidden in shame
Manipulative they still be, accomplishing their game
Insecure i remain, so foolish of me
Trusting no one always been my strategy
Envy them is one of my hobby

Betrayed am i , banished from the trail
Time seems eternity , prisoned within this jail

In dillusion seeking for love; is it lust?
A dead part of watching all this in disgust

Blindfolded my self from the values i once hold
Corrupted by the world around me , my heart turned cold

All i wanted was to grab a warm hand
To share my world with this small land

Am i damned or cursed?
The world perhaps not good enough

There is no one worthy to be called a friend
I was meant to live alone to the very end.........